Saturday, September 02, 2006
~ 1:15 AM ~
I fall sick last tuesday - thursday (29th august - 31st august 2006) in camp, I develop a fever of 38.4 degree which includes cough, flu, sore throat. But I don't feel weak and I had no idea on what's going on with me, I feel sick but I still have the energy to active my mind. I begin to slowly recover after consuming the medicine given by the MO (Medical Officer), what they gave me was truly disappointing, a "panadol"!
On friday night, I book out from mandai hill camp after the soccer event, I went home and sleep after finishing unpacking my stuff, I had an fabulous dreams that night dreaming of Jesus Christ, what I dream was; I step into His kingdom together with my brother, he committed a grave sins and had to be seen by God, I followed my brother down to Hell from 100th storey to the first. There wasn't anyone there, totally silent and the place was beautiful. Upon reaching our destination, we found a statue of Jesus Christ reaching out both his hands in the air, my brother ran to Him and fell to his feet begging for forgiveness. He was hugging the statue while I look upon, my brother exclaimed, "FORGIVE ME JESUS CHRIST FOR WHATEVER I HAD DONE." The statue of Jesus Christ begin to move and the hands of Him lay to the heads of my brother and touch him. He was suppose to be send to hell and had the scroll to sentence him but Christ destroyed it.
My brother cried aloud, too thankful to Him, Christ ultimately gave him a room in his kingdom and allow me to stay together with him.
Make me realize that God loves me too much to gave me this dreams, I wanted to cry when I woke up from my bed and also, I understand that when I fall sick in camp, He was the one who heals me. I slowly to understand you Jesus, please give me time to come back to you, I wish to comes home to Hope but afraid that my brothers and sisters there holding grudges against me. Give me time Lord, I tried to find a new habitat.
