Saturday, February 10, 2007
~ 11:20 PM ~
Sorry guys for the late update, had been busying spending time with my gf. When I book out on friday evening, straight away I meet her, every week and it's just like a routine, it is certain that I spend more than 90% of my time with her.
Sigh, don't know whether I should say that I'm the unluckiest person on earth or what. Damn, last few weeks I went for the ATP live firing and was constantly failed and kept retaking over and over again. out of 40 shots in different position, I always get less than 20, then see all my platoon mates pass the test and get to rest one corner while I kept drawing ammo and fire and fire, felt so disappointed and demoralized.
Then next the SOC, I failed again and again, manage to clear all obstacle but couldn't meet the timing of 9.59, felt so angry cause my timing was 10.42, I was almost there but luckily I passed after my 3rd attempt with 3 of my buddy pacing me. Thanks weiqi, teck meng and zhi hao...
Yet again, I quarreled with my girlfriend uncountable recently, why? Because she proclaim that she want to earn more money for her future use, she even took up part time job as an waitress on weekend while weekend is my rest day and only mean to spend time with her, can't she think how hurt I am? I was locked up like a prisoner in camp from Monday to Friday, can say I was unlucky enough kena posted to Infantry unit and also tough trainning and still not enough, stay in somemore. Damn dulan! She want to earn more money also not like that what, I did plenty of sacrifice for her, can't she feel it? She dislike me wearing tight fit clothes, those sleeveless want and I listen, she dislike me scolding vuglarities and ask me not to scold, I listen and on weekend, majority of my biker friends and outside friends asked me out for a night riding or supper, I rejected them because I got my girl to spend with, I did so much things for her and yet she simply don't understand how I feel when I requested of her not to work during weekend. Really no mood at all when I went out with her RLM friends at cinieleisure Kbox.
There are something that enlighted me quite a bit which is the weather. Hmmm, this few days never rain and was very sunny so I can drive in peace, unlike in the past, dark cloud and strong wind and was fearing that when was it going to rain and worrying seeking for a shelter.
Hey Jonathan, Stanley, Lester, Huiling(faith) and Jean, thanks for acknowledging me...
*BigJ, tell you something I got a dream of you a couple of days ago which is you fighting for me while I had been confronting by a horde of ruffian at a unknown multi-storey carpark, you are combating in a solo with my gf ex-bf. He was fat with an sickening face, can't balance himself while walking and had a yelling as his normal tone of speech. Though you lost as he got back up from his allied, I fends them off for you but eventually it lead to a losing battle for us, the ratio was like 2:20. Then in the end, you were badly injured and I brought you to a nearby clinic while my gf was following behind. Hey Jon, you rule man, you bravery and courage touched me. But seriously speaking, I like you a lot, can we be a life long buddy? I mean it, join my church at outram park so that I can see you weekly. My bike seat has been reserved for you! What say you? Don't worry about my faith for God, though I left Hope but I still got a backup church.
