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Sunday, May 10, 2009
~ 11:39 AM ~
I had a enjoyable weekend yesterday and today. Saturday night is my friend brother birthday and he organise a chalet at Costa Sand Resorts, not much people at presence and we were just chatting and bonding, some were just watching television, it's pretty nothing much to do unless someone who is humorous and courageous enough to host a games for everybody and tell some jokes to allow everyone to enjoy the conversation. Hmmm, actually I'm training myself to be either one.
Some brought their partner along with them, you see the world lies with a huge problem which is a relationship, I mean you get to see the envious of those who is single compare to those who is attached. You don't have to spell it out, you get to feel it and judge the expression of the victim or perhaps it might be yourself.
On Sunday night, I received a call from my friend 'Alex', he told me that his close friend wedding dinner and especially booked a table for about 7 - 8 people for him and he rang me up telling me to attend the dinner and I agreed. I only know Alex and no one else, it's kind of strange when you don't know any one and you'll just sat down there alone consuming the dishes coming along the way, Alex was busy attending to his other friend. I was just talking a few sentences to his friend like 'what you currently doing?' 'How old are you?' 'Where do you stay?' just a few common question which most people would normally ask.

After all, I felt I'm a relationship failure, I remember during my school days, I like this particular girl and I happen to know one of her friend but I haven't get the chance to talk to this particular girl yet. I ask her friend to be my messenger and she agrees, I want her to ask this particular girl whether is she interested in me? Within minutes she return with an answer saying 'I'm not her cup of tea.' Heart sank, failure! And after that, I master this verse and this linger in my mind till this day.
Then, I met up with this girl I know online, she's 2 years my junior, I ask her out and she immediately agrees, I bring her out for a ride and I dress nicely with a nice design T-shirt. She say I look cool with this T-shirt I wore and happily and comfortably I felt and I reply so does that mean you like me? She say no, I never like you before and I reply then why would you agrees immediately when I ask you out, she say because I'm a flirt.

I'm always too 'Tian Zhen'. Don't know how to explain in English, I always thought that I had a bike I can win many girls over but I was wrong. I thought girls would be impress if guys own a car/bike but never it came to a true. I thought girls would immediately say yes after a few rides of sending her home and allow her to taste the thrill of the wind and yet again I get a no. I believe love plays a major role in someone else life and you create the fate and await to happen and not let fate decide, this is bullshit.
When I was 16 years old, I begin interest in film making by watching many movies in the theatre, I thought to myself by 20+ I can become a director and yet again I was wrong.
And now I'm just a spirit who died from suicide roaming around the street...
Was lost...

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Name: Xandrew Liang
Baptise Name: Jimmy
D.O.B: 16th Nov 1986
Age: 28 years
Height: '5 ft 7'
Weight: ???
Horoscope: Scorpio
From: Sengkang, Singapore
Occupation: Freelance
Religion: Christian
Mood: I'm more to a angel than to a devil but at times it's a vice versa
Character: I never been late
Hobby: I enjoy playing games, watched late night movies and hunt for supper
Interest: Travelling, played a sports which involved a ball, watched Movies and acting
Vehicle: I rides a bike
E-mail: Jamesliang86@hotmail.com
Favourite quote: Assumption is the cause of a mother screw up!

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