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Sunday, January 15, 2006
~ 9:31 AM ~
This my story continue from the second post.
Each time I see a couple hugging and have their lips locked, I sometime unluckily happen to walk pass and sees it, It truly the impression of giving other people wasn't very good and to me, it did gives me a strong urge. So my memory has return to its original self, remind me of my past relationship whereby I kept being dump over and over again.
But right now, even I consider myself to be a gay, God actually did something to stop me such as giving me the feeling of liking girl but however I stopped myself as I really don't wish history to repeat itself again. I'm sensitive, big loser. When a girl rejects me as she treated me like only a friend, I get kind of piss off so I deleted her contact number and from that moment, we lost contact, regarded it as I didn't know her before. Not to mention, till now I didn't change much.
So as my phobia of girls continue, I ask myself, what if you treat a girl so nice? Will she likes you? Will she come up to you and appreciate for your effort? Will she fall for you? I guess neither will it come true to me. So from that moment onwards, I force myself to be cold towards girl or even treated them like a transparent. But I never did, for I believe not all girls are like that and I have evil minded thoughts toward girls but I only unleash it to the wall or even pillow. And all of a sudden, a courages sense of words flash across my mind which tells me that, "If life is all about relationship with a girl, what's else more meaningful in your life?" I guess let it happen naturally but I still do it, always have the bgr thought.
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Name: Xandrew Liang
Baptise Name: Jimmy
D.O.B: 16th Nov 1986
Age: 28 years
Height: '5 ft 7'
Weight: ???
Horoscope: Scorpio
From: Sengkang, Singapore
Occupation: Freelance
Religion: Christian
Mood: I'm more to a angel than to a devil but at times it's a vice versa
Character: I never been late
Hobby: I enjoy playing games, watched late night movies and hunt for supper
Interest: Travelling, played a sports which involved a ball, watched Movies and acting
Vehicle: I rides a bike
E-mail: Jamesliang86@hotmail.com
Favourite quote: Assumption is the cause of a mother screw up!
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"Veronica" "Cedric" "Jonathan" "Faith"
"Jasper" "Abigail" "Belinda"
"Gay" "Alex"
"Florence" "Vet" "Yufang" "Jean" "Yong Heng"
"Tammy" "Zack"
"Ming Yuan" "Alicia" "Moon"
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