Tuesday, January 31, 2006
~ 8:39 AM ~
3rd day of CNY, yet again still feeling moody with no happiness on this big occassion for the Chinese.
Went to alex house for cny visiting today as he invited the circus of our usual friend for the same thing like any other common people would do such as playing mahjong and poker, we gamble but only a small sum. I gamble only a dollar or two, that's all. Don't intend to gamble a huge sum as I hate to be addicted and feel that when I lose, I won't regret a single bit.
Meanwhile at Alex house, my friend "Wong Chun How" aka "Ah ho" accepted Christ Jesus, It was a awesome news to God and as well as myself, He seek the truth of religion and decided to abandon his current one which was "Buddhist", I'll use this opportunity to strengthen his faith to Christ and build upon him. Let me do a favour to Christ Jesus, after all, my faith to God starts to wore off. Praise to you Lord Jesus Christ. Your grace has touched my devoted buddhist friend too much until he comes to you.
Now, I realise being a Christian isn't easy, you'll receive evil temptation and trial. Nothing is smooth being a Christian life, and it's tough to be the right hand of Christ Jesus, it's difficult to allow God to take notice of you but whatever the worst circumstances come upon me, I would want at least to try to overcome it. Always feel so depress over a minor issue especially when I think of someone I like. I feel so lousy and rot, I already a spoilt person, there's nothing more I can rebuild myself. God has already did His best, He change me and rebuild me but it only temporary. My faith is going to wear off soon...
