Sunday, September 03, 2006
~ 2:23 AM ~
I realize one thing when I always listen to my favourite worship songs of, "To the ends of the earth" from hillsongs, Jesus Christ was filled with compassion and He speaks in a soft tone to those who believe in Him. I feel I have been kept constantly called back by Him but at times I ignore, the problematic was He asked to return to Hope Church but I don't want, I can goes to any church I choose but why Hope, certainly He had the reasons behind it. What makes me refuse was I had created too many trouble a couple of months ago and even brought a several men with me to confront stanley and jonathan of trivial issue as regards of Jeans. Why am I keep thinking of Hope Church when I listen to hillsongs? Can they forget entirely when I return? Words just don't prove anything, even when they say they truly forget but how can I believe?
I'm confuse once again, too long I have been living without a church, without a daily bread. Can I really goes to a church and stay there permanently? I know my faith isn't strong and easily tempted but my love for Christ is everlasting, I truly and sincerely believe that He is the only God that exist and who I can rely on.
