Wednesday, December 12, 2007
~ 5:28 AM ~
When I about to goes to bed 1 night, I keep thinking a lot of things and couldn't sleep. I took out my phone and begin to browse through my phone book and visualize of who is the luckiest army personnel on earth. When I even think of that, I begin to felt that I'm the unluckiest person in this world. Why am I so? It is because majority of my friend who posted as a driver, admin clerk, RP, store man, police and I'm the only one who posted as rifleman who everyday outfield, route march, SOC training, PT and more on chiong suai. Imagine carrying 10 over kg behind your back and walk like more than 20 over km. You see who can take it? I guarantee to those who take my place sure buay tahan. Count yourself fortunate that you don't have to go outfield and sleep in the jungle, you got a comfortable bed in camp and at home. May I know got which people xiong more than me? Except for those in commandos and sof, I'm certain I'm xiong than OCS and sispec. No doubt about that, go brunei and taiwan, climb the hill, climb the mountain, sleep in the jungle then suddenly rain heavily, shirt and pants wet then kena mud liao still have to wear. Xiong until wan to cry, wan to fall out also kena fark by your superior. What is this sia?
And I believe who responsible for my hardship and pain is none other than God himself, it's all plan by him, our way of life and programme. Does he even think of how I feel and am I treated the same way as my friend?
