Wednesday, February 25, 2009
~ 9:12 AM ~
Recently, I bought a original PC game 'Dynasty Warrior 6', it's a PS3 game and such a fortunate that I can play it on my com, the game requirement just nice it meets my com system. Although it still a little lag somehow better than cannot play. Then again, I got a game from my friend 'Left 4 dead' currently very popular among the lan shop, it also meet my com system. I felt quite lucky to have this 2 nice game which I can play it on my com.
Sometimes I don't really understand myself, always feel that I couldn't let go of the grudges I had in my heart which is the feeling of being unfair I'm not sure is it from the government or God himself who plan it? I feel that friends of mine and myself is totally so different, my friends who is in the army with me at the same time being into some places in the heavenly full with comfort zone and having a free license after leaving the place which is a driver and myself being under the hot sun, running around carrying heavy loads, screaming and yelling from peers and senior, ordering and pushing me around.
I felt so miserable, and now having to folk out much cash just to get a driving license, I feel so fark up. I mean if they want to, we'll run the race together but it's like that they start the run first and I'm just being hold up. Felt so demoralized. It's like wtf, why people no need to spend $ then eventually got license then outside people need to spend at least 1k just to get it. I simply don't understand the unfairness....
I mean I still couldn't accept this fate ba, I don't blame anybody, maybe it's just suay ba I guess...
And seriously I've been into temptation recently, something which I see in the streets whereby guys my age or younger having a sweet and pretty girl around them, someone who is hot. Working in a hospital where I get to see many patient coming in and out frequently, I see many couples around and I have to serve them like if they cannot walk, I'll have to wheel them with a wheelchair. I do understand life is fark up like somebody else do, you just can't compare a boss and a worker.
